Tuesday, 19 June 2012

The Unknown Instinct


                                 


The faces of the entire crowd had become flaccid by the entrance of the man dressed in the fine suit (regalia for them as he was the only villager who is owned it) with a face resembling a raisin with not any paucity of emotions.
“This is not supposed to be a bazaar and if any of you could not digest this then just get your marching orders.” The employees stood there stagnated peeved by the trite remark. Pointing towards the piece of equipment he asked,” who was in charge of this?” A timid woman, as Amiran was her name with her distorted countenance came ahead .Her body shivering tremendously from trepidation for she pointed out twice this month for her gaffe.
“Don’t stand like a dumb round here. Is it the way you were taught to do the embroidery. For your kind information these clothes are to be worn by humans. But I don’t know why your dim-witted mind can’t conceive this” he said vociferously staring down at the meek creature. She tried hard to give the illuminations but the inarticulations didn’t permit her to do so.
“Don’t act like a torpid .you nincompoop deceit at work is same as the sin of embezzlement. Don’t be parsimonious at your duty, in expending some endeavor your hands are not going to be worn off. Now for what are you waiting for.Ramzan.Who is going to correct it.”    
Then he rolled his eyes around, sneered at all of them and led his way to his office. Amiran stood there inactive sunk in her thoughts, entirely convinced about the abating in her salary and dabbled her hands into the work completely embittered.
Almost all the workers abhorred their Sahib (as they had given him the denotations of boorish devil, acerb, Hitler, a freak but never ever used them). Nobody knew why he was so rancorous. Never anyone had heard the words of eulogy from his mouth, for they wondered if he had eves smiled in his life. If one had been given a choice between his banal reprimands and carnage they would surely go for the latter one. Maybe he was born like that as some asserted. There was some hearsay that his perversity was because of marital dichotomy, while some said that he was a spy of the colonial government, and all sorts of such rumors like that.

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One fine day the incessant stridency of the mill was absent for the reason it was a lunch time. While he had a round about the factory he heard a ringing sound. He looked into the attire through the lattice to find out eccentric silhouette of an animal (or a human maybe for it was too small) under the piles of clothes spread around creeping.
He descended downstairs and bawled in order to enquire. After the residuum silence that followed a face so endearing poked from inside. A child of about five inspected him with his sparkling perspicacious eyes. The hoary man inquired,” Who are you and how dare you enter my mill like this. Get out of here or I will call the guard, you notorious monkey.” The child budged and adjusted towards the wall and then as a whim got visible on his impish face, he sticked his tongues out at the man and flew out of the sight. The man stood there recollecting the disgrace it had brought on his part. For the first time someone had trifled him like this, for he was unable to make his mind up how to react on this. Such intrepidity was worth adulation but for these kind of words didn’t count in his vocabulary he went back to his office with his abhorrent face.
The kid stopped; entirely exhausted by the long spell of run.  Her mother glanced at her and inquired,” Where were you? I warned you not to roam around.” The child shielded his fault with a decorum acceptance jollified by his escape from that disheveled monster.
                                               
“Maaaa….” asked the child with great acuity “who lives there up in that big room?”
“Don’t keep me pestering by your stupid questions” said Amiran.
But the child in his quest led his footsteps round the stairs. She caught impeded him and said,” Never ever try to go there. A devil lives there.”
“A devil really”
“Hmmm… a very cruel one.”
He scrolled up his eyes with an intellect of adventure.

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The next day the irresistible compulsion of his acumen mind forced him to that haunted room. He lingered in the corridor and peeped into the room and got a sudden realization that he was already acquainted with the devil.
The senescent man with the brisk face was indulged in his files.
“Maybe the devil incarnated into this rough man” the young mind made the guess observing his moustache (an incredible maze for a fly if it entered into it.)
The child attempted to open the door surreptitiously but the handle was afar from the reach his tiny hands. The doors suddenly flung open. Initially the head its entrance followed by the shoulders.
The venerable man looked up for the sound had made a hiatus in his work. They exchanged furtive glances with a pinch of obfuscation.
“Hey you the devil” the child burst and ran swiftly for his life. The man seated there, criped; jumped up to catch hold of the monkey but was then reminded off that work counts first and was compelled aback.

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The next day there was a repetition of what had happened and for his part the man rushed behind that boy but returned abort for the reason because those small feet were able enough to inoculate the child from the old devil.
The process continued for about seven consecutive days. One day the man fed up with his frivolous play waited for that little guest to take his class. The boy in his pursuit of adventure banged the door and shrieked the old epithet.
“Hey you scoundrel, stay there” cried the man. The boy stopped unflinched to face the monster with an unwavering zest.
“Why do you call me a devil?”
“For the reason you are”.
“Who told you that?”
“My mother”
“Did she. What did she exactly said; that I am a devil”
“Yes.. a perilous one”
“Is that the way …”
“Is that the way to call a decent boy a scoundrel?” argued the boy grudgingly.

The man muddle minded by this lucid argument for the child seemed more precocious than he had perceived.
“Why do you wear these anklets:
“My mother tied it when I was about one. “
“I don’t like its sound.”
“Was it a complain.”
“Yes.”
“It can’t be helped.”
         
The man stared at the suave face of the child for his aberration had fussed him up.
“Why do you keep disturbing me like this?”

The boy put his head down in veneration, dodged himself aside and then with the stroke of turbulence said aloud.” Because you are a devil……” running through the building;” a very cruel one……..”


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The old man sat on his armchair alone in his ennui with the corner of his eyes involuntarily moving towards the door. He got up and paved his way down.
The boy was seated with his tomato-red cheeks and moist eyes ingratiating his mother to give him the meal. Then soon his eyes met with the wrinkled man. Forgetting his hunger the child crinkled up in smile.
Then he pointed out his anklets intentionally pinging it to seek his attention. The man gave a wry response (the only articulation he had since seventy years.)
“Hey devil! “ addressed the boy, “you came out of your room”. All the workers turned their eyes on the child imprudent of the consequences of his callow remark. The egregious error of his son had squelched each and every element of Amiran.
“You buffoon, how dare you say like that” asked the man.
“Because you are. How come you forget it.”

Amiran almost crippled fell onto the feet of the man. “Sahib” she said “I beg you a pardon on behalf of my son. Please condone his erroneous fault” she stammered almost sobbing.
          “Why should you be sorry? You should feel proud for the odious teaching you have taught to your brave son. Why I am not so surprised this is what one can expect from such kind of people” berated the man belligerently.
          She whined irresistibly for the bitter words had started their work. She caught hold the hands of her son mordantly as the exit of the man was the cue for them to efface.
                             It was a source of amazement for him that what made him ask the boy that question. Was it in order to recover the attack on his stature? The retrospect was useless as it didn’t reach a conclusion.
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          The man as per his routine was indulged in his work. But there was a slight change. He seemed to be apathetic; his mind was preoccupied with reticent thoughts, his eyes were searching someone. He was deviated from the work and ambled in the balcony. An emotion so obscure; was penetrating inside him far beyond from the knowledge of his phlegmatic mind.
           As days passed by the recondite emptiness dissipated him. Something which he could not figure out or rather didn’t want to.

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    Ring….ring…..ring………
The man was invigorated by the sound as it touched his ears. He darted a look at the door with an unknown revelry developing inside him. The sound got milder. He sat back; hid his ardor and pretended to be unaware.
          “Sahib, tea?” asked a worker as he entered into the office. The broken kettle rang repeatedly.
          “No…..not now”
The worker departed. A strong compulsion dragged his footsteps towards the mill.
          “Amiran” he said.
          “Ji sahib”
          “I heard a ringing sound. Was it your son? “
          “No Sahib. He threw open his anklets the very day I scolded him”.
          The man turned back for the twinge had resulted into moistening of the eyes and it was now very hard to dissemble it……….                                                                                       
                                               















         




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